[5] We demolish arguments and every pretension that sets itself up against the knowledge of God, and we take captive every thought to make it obedient to Christ. ~ 2 Corinthians 10:5 NIV
As I continue this journey of growth and self-awareness, I found that words aren’t as important as I once held them to be. Let me explain. See, I felt like if I just kept my mouth shut and didn’t speak, then that was enough. But you know what I didn’t take into account? My thoughts. See, our thoughts are direct connector between our words/actions and our hearts. Out of our hearts come all things. So, even though my words were being kept in check, my thoughts weren’t being as regulated.
My thoughts allowed for bitterness, resentment, rejection, anger, depression, and anxiety to not only dwell inside of me, but to grow. Why? Because I allowed the thoughts that I’ve been wronged to continue. Thoughts aren’t just insignificant, as Daddy puts it thoughts are words you say to yourself. And he’s right. We’re quicker to check the words coming out of our mouths, rather than the ones coming into our minds. In fact, the thoughts of mankind was the reason for the flood. Now, I know it’s popular to believe that the flood was because of the angels and women having children and the Nephilim, but the Bible never once says that. In fact, it specifically tells us why the LORD flooded the earth.
[5] The Lord saw that the wickedness of man was great in the earth, and that every intention of the thoughts of his heart was only evil continually. [6] The Lord regretted that he had made human beings on the earth, and his heart was deeply troubled. [7] So the Lord said, “I will wipe from the face of the earth the human race I have created—and with them the animals, the birds and the creatures that move along the ground—for I regret that I have made them.”
Genesis 6:5-7 ESV/NIV
It was the thoughts that come out of the heart. It wasn’t the actions. It wasn’t the words. It was the thoughts. Your thoughts are a direct reflection of your heart. Why? Because it’s more honest than your mouth. Our words can be good sounding, but they have no meaning behind them, so they are meaningless.
[8] These people honor me with their lips, but their hearts are far from me. [9] They worship me in vain; their teachings are merely human rules.
Matthew 15:8-9 NIV
Our thoughts are more of a reflection of who we are than our words, because our words people can hear and judge, so we will filter. Our thoughts, however, aren’t as filtered because we know no one else hears them, but us. But this is a false feeling of security because even though no one else can hear our thoughts, our soul and our spirit hear our thoughts. And those words directly impact them for either good or evil. For either building up or destruction. So, we must take Paul’s words to heart and put them into action because
[37] … in all these things we are more than conquerors through Him who loved us.
Romans 8:37 NIV
Peace. Love. Go Forth and Control The Inner Words.